hello!

yeapp, from today on,

im not gonna post emo stuff on my blog :D 

no more italic paragraphs at all!

WEEPEEEEE.

so school's starting tmr,

haish.

ohhwell.

i'll post again next week!

ohyeah.

i'm gonna start my first ever fanfiction!

OHHHYEAHH.

do review ad support.

CUUDOS FROM ME.

SAYONARA! BYE!

hah.

i'm hurt.

everything's so irritating.

i don't really have anyone to turn to.

i just suck it up,

create excuses,

and leave.

i'm sick and tired.

let me leave.

it's the same as primary school,

i'm always the spare tyre.

don't you all know inside i'm rusting?

what am i doing? 

i don't really know anymore.

hello!

nothing much happened today,

did my homework.

actually i felt like i was getting sick,

so i stayed home today.

skipped sectionals.

forgot to sms darius,

but i told yulin i wont come.

so tired.

i feel like i've been drained out for this week.

and it's only day 3 of week 2.

i need to get my energy back! :(

heh.

been thinking about lots of things.

what am i doing? i don't even know anymore.

my head hurts.

hey, hello, howdy.

i want to say a hello to you.

night, goodnight, get some rest

i want to say a goodnight to you.

stop.

i want to stop myself from this urge.

but i can't.

i just can't.

i must be insane.

i should stop fantasizing.

or the only one hoping for it, 

would only be me.

time's wasting,

give me back 

what was rightfully mine

and that's,

my love.

HELLO.

hahahaha.

GOOD EVENING PEOPLE.

today was a rather hectic day.

nanananananana.

okay.

I'm a weirdo.

today I had band, skipped art workshop.

hah :X

but then i skipped marching to redo my hours of the workshop.

it's the last lesson that i have with mdm keh.

i'm sad, devastated actually.

really, it's a pity.

i wanted so badly. so so so badly,

to show mdm keh the results of my 'O's .

i want her to be proud.

so proud of me.

hahahaha.

now it's impossible.

i'm sad.

hah.

mdm keh, thankyou for being a great motherly-like person.

i'll miss you. so terribly. hah.

WE LOVE YOU MDM KEH.

back to how the day was.

then had dinner with seowting and the rest, heh! 

it was kind of fun~ 

thr's nothing much that happen today.

i'm fatigue.

hey, i was right.

you will never return it.

one more stupid love song,

 i will be sick.

it's sucks, doesn't it?

i was so pathetic.

i'll stop.

i'll stop this madness,

or the one losing the sanity would only be me.

but, give me time.

i'll let go of it soon enough.

soon enough for you to be with them.

can someone please remind me who i really am?

HELLO GOOD PEOPLE OF SINGAPORE! and maybe people from some other country?

hahahaha. it's been a long time hasn't it? (:

it's JUNE 4! 

4 more days to my brother's birthday! :D

EEEHAAA.

celebrated my birthday last monday!

awesome!

i really do love those girls! 

really enjoyed my birthday this year.

heh! :D

you can go siying, or siwei's blog to check out our adventure and my birthday! (:

HEHHHHHHHHHHH.

okay.

im being some lunatic.

hah.

anywayyy.

today, i had art class!

went to school early,

i was like some lonely girl.

had art class,

and then i went to the bus stop to meet the wonderful and awesome

"CHIANGCHIANGCHIANG"

SIYINGGGGGGGGGGGG.

hahahaha.

she came straight from her photography class in NAFA.

we bought her phone covers and went to eat pepper lunch.

then went to singtel to submit her ezlink card particles.

she's getting a NEW PLAN!

congrats babe!

:D

then she went to do her hair treatment package~

the package is like 3months' of my allowance!

her mom is really awesome!

and then siying treated me to andersen's!

hahahaha.

THANKYOU BABE! you're awesome!

looked around and kind of windowshopped in jp,

and we parted ways :(

had lots of fun for today.

tomorrow thrs band, art class and marching.

haish. hectic day.

mr tan's going to blow up tmr.

thr's little clarinettist coming tmr. :(

haish. hope the seniors come tmr.

sigh.

hello there. how are you?

i'm not fine. i'm not fine at all.

i dreamt of you today.

a stupid and pointless dream.

i know it's an immature relationship.

we won't ever cross roads again, i guess.

i' can't take a bow from this.

though i know,

i"m not pretty, i'm not anybody that's worth you.

what makes me think you'll feel the same.

hah.

i'm the biggest joke.

but i want to know what exactly his hints meant.

is it that,

or,

are you just making fun of me.

please return what you've borrowed,

don't ever throw it away.

because my love never came this cheap.

HELLO, (:

hahahaha.

exams are coming so im gonna mug excessively from now on.

HOHOHOHOHO.

ohhyeah. thrs was A maths common test today.

i totally flunk it.

hah.

JOKE.

and i flunk my hmt oral.

NOOOOOOOO.

ohhwell.

life goes on, i dont have to be so melodramatic.

now, i feel like doing a short dance.

TATATATATATA. I FAILED!

ME GUSTA.

yeahhright.

i hate failing.

the feeling of being a failure is horrendous.

HAH.

IM A JOKE.

i hope friday comes.

-fingers cross-

i'm gonna be super busy on friday.

D:

tiring.

but at least can go sy's house on thursday! :D YESHHHH.

hahahaha.

havent been thr for like forever.

I MISSED IT.

heh.

i got to go now.

byebye my meme fanatics! (: