I feel so trapped....
Indulging all my sorrow in my heart...
I dare not say to anyone what I feel though the excruciating pain...
My heart tells me to reach out for others,but my body says no....
I cry all day in my bedroom...Hoping someone would come in and comfort me...
But no.....
I kept my feelings from him and my feelings is killing me...
I don want to hurt my rival....
I just have to keep it locked up in my brittle heart...